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There are days when love is there but it isn't

There are days when love is there but it isn't & all I can do is stare at the floor or the bedsheets but also be mesmerized by the symmetry of his face & I take exactly nothing at face value & he definitely knows me but doesn't know what I'm feeling & I'm pretty sure all we want is to be free but it's snowing & I'm too cold to go outside on my own.